Big One: Blinded Truth

Trust…now broken

Heart…shattered

Friendship….gone

Someone who I thought so highly of…turned out to be a fraud

Hints said so subtle over the years…hmm how naive of me

No…everyone doesn’t feel that way about those close to them

Why do u keep asking me this…the answer hasn’t changed… “NO”

Ohhh how tricky…such a sly snake..timed just right…you’ve put in place

Curiosity…oh..how it killed the cat…curiosity…oh…play it safe

Patron…Hennesey…Grey Goose it…fake…

Here have this…just a bit more…you’ll feel so great…fake…

So pretty…so soft…so gentle…so fake

So into u…so into me…just me and you…so fake…

Come sit on my lap…look in my eyes…I care for u…so fake…

Mind in a world wind…things will never be the same…yes they will…no they won’t..yes they will.so fake…

Thump…thump…thump...thump…thump...my heart beating so fast

Why…why…why…why…why…why the hell he’s doing these thangs…

Slide in me…I can’t look…please stop…mind goin crazy…words won’t come out…

I’m still…

Can’t move….can’t breathe…SILENCE

He’s like my father…I’m like his daughter…DAMN IT’S SO FAKE

FUCK A MAN..FUCK A DUDE…FUCK A FRIEND…FUCK A NIGGA…. “ALL SO FAKE”

We were soooo close…I loved u like fam…u were like my dad…

SHATTERED

To my daddy

Here's another poem...I hope u likie!!

To My Daddy

My daddy had no daddy
To show him all the ropes
From that I see my daddy
Finds it hard to show his love

In abstract ways I guess he’s tried
To reveal these clues to me
But as a child and now adult
They still remain a mystery

We live each day in the present
Yet still haunted by the past
But my Heavenly Father says to me
I must forgive whole heartedly
To heal the hurt and pain

In my journey to become closer to Christ
I know I have to do this
Leaving the fragments of the past
And focus on the future

So I say on this special day
That is yours indeed
I love you now and forever more
Not bringing up the past to thee